Day 8 without you, at this point of time you should already know what is happening. It a really big blow to me. How I wish you to be by my side so I can really hug you tight and cry hard. I really do not know what to do now. Lost! I didn’t have any meal today until now; only drink 2 glasses of water. Everything happen so fast and it really fast in just 2 weeks. I cannot take it anymore and really cannot. It too heavy for me to carry this load alone but there is no one the share this load with. The 1st person who comes into my mind is you baby. Really wanted to call you just now to meet you up but I’m worried that you will reject me. So the only thing I can do I just think of you and miss you. I did cry in front of my father and mother again but I didn’t tell them any thing. Just don’t want them to worry about me but I know they still worried about me. My brother happens to login friendster and I saw your picture so I go in and have a look. I saw the things that I don’t want to see. But what can I do? I can only sit aside to think of you. Was waiting for your message since I last message you just now but there is no reply even a single word from your phone number I will be happy enough already. Today is a very moody day and painful day for me. I already don’t know what I can do already. I love and miss you always
LOVE U
0456hrs
LOVE U
0456hrs
