Today my heart still hurts a lot it really too sudden and I really cannot take it. Yesterday you told me that she wanted to be with him, my heart feels pain and it very pain. I just walk towards my house but I didn’t go home. I went to find a quiet place and cry painfully. Keep thinking why this thing will happen and waiting for your call or messages. But there is no news from you. Very upset. Robin and xiong manage to find me but I just went home after they come without saying a word. My mother scolded me that why come back so late cause she though I’m working morning tomorrow. But my tears just drop and she ask me what happen so I just tell her. She hugs me tight and pat on my head keeps saying it ok, do not think too much. But I can’t. Robin and xiong keep asking me to go out but I didn’t want to go. They keep calling and calling so I went out with them to suntec for about 1hr like this I’m went back home. Really do not know what to do, just want to keep myself alone and think of you. Even my mother n father asks me to go out buy my pants and shoe, I tell them there is still so much time. Lock alone in my room looking at all e pictures and items that you gave me. Tears just slowly roll down from my face. I couldn’t sleep as I keep on thinking of you and really miss you and love you with all my heart.
LOVE U
0610hrs
LOVE U
0610hrs
