Day 26 31/8/07

Day 26 without you, it a very bored and tiring day today at work. Went to Little India office from 8.30am to 4pm and I’m doing nothing. I just listen to music and daydreaming. Even went got lunch alone. At about 4pm I left to place and go back to IBM office to attend a meeting. Keep falling asleep in the meeting as I’m really bored and tired. Meeting held until 10.45pm. Actually wanted to go over to Bugis to try my luck again to have a look at you but knock off really late and really sad because it been 6 days I didn’t get to see you. So I just went straight home. Once I reach home, I flip up my laptop and saw you friendster on my screen. I think should be last night I click on your profile and fall asleep because I’m having fever yesterday night. When I saw the pictures, it hurts because that are the 2 places that I planned to bring you go. If you remember I did ask you want to go Sentosa and see fireworks anot and you tell me you need to work on weekend. In the end, I’m still not the one who bring you go. One of the picture I saw, it make me drop my tears again because it like there is something poke into my hearts and it is the same feeling that you say that sentence on 5/8/07. It hurts a lot and really pain. You are the only one I care and love baby. I Love You
LOVE U
0455hrs

Day 25 30/8/07

Day 25 without you, today wake up very late. Because I was arranging the things that I took out and pack nicely until very late (6.20am). I didn’t want to sleep but just fall asleep and wake up 1045am. Reach work place at 1130am and my Team Leader thought I came down from Bishan. So nothing happen to me. You told me that you in school very bored but you really my try your very best to finish it okie? I know you can do it one and I will always be there to support you. Just do not stress yourself too much my dear. After work my Team Leader send us back home and I took the train back to Bugis but still did not see you there. It been 5 days I didn’t get to see you. Missing you and Loving you my love.
LOVE U
0325hrs

Day 24 29/8/07

Day 24 without you, rainy day again. But it a busy day today, as need to take over the IBM project already. Wanted to massage you was worried that you may feel that I pester you. Really can’t stop myself for massaging you. Sorry! And hope this few days you did bring your umbrella with you along. You did not reply me for the whole day and I really feel sad. After work, I went to N.A.C adidas to look for Michael they all but he off so I just go back home. Reached home, wash up and go to TM and CS for a walk. Wanted to watch movie alone but the show is full house so just go home. At home, I go and took out everything that you give me and have a look and pack it back nicely. You are my one and only.
LOVE U
0245hrs

Day 23 28/8/07

Day 23 without you, it a rainy day today as I’m all wet again when on my way to work. In my mind, I’m worried about you because it raining so heavily and scare that you did not bring umbrella with you. So I give you a message to let you know that Bishan here is raining so you can be prepared. But it continues to rain and even get heavier. So worried about you and send you a message again hoping you to reply but no reply. What I can do is to wait for your reply and afraid to message you again. You may have your reason for not replying the messages. To me it really makes me feel like you are trying to forget about me. After work I still went to Bugis to see whether you working today but I can’t see you there. Once I reach home , I change and go to jog again and notice that you not home yet. Hope you enjoy you day and go back home early. I’m always there to miss and love you.
LOVE YOU
0324hrs

Day 22 27/8/07

Day 22 without you, today I’m late for work but lucky no one knows about it. And today is your 1st day of school. So how is it, bored or fun in school? About near 12pm, my work place there is raining heavily hopefully that you do not get yourself caught under the rain and get wet because you just recover from you sickness and may get sick again. Just bring along the umbrella with you although is a bit heavy than you caught in the rain as you may get sick easily. After work, I did the same thing again when I took the train and stop a Bugis too. But did not get to see you, think you are not working as today is your 1st day of school. So I went home and decided to go for a jog because there is nothing for me to do. Started to jog with an empty stomach towards your house and notice that your room light is not light up. Think you are not home yet. Get a drink and rest there for about 10mins and started to jog back home. Today we did message but at about 9.50am it stops, until 10.40pm I message you about the pictures then there is a reply from you. Looking forward to Sunday. Sorry for keep messaging you but I just cannot stop. Sleep early and well, tomorrow you will need to go 2nd day of the school. Whatever I do, you will come to my mind.
LOVE U
0234hrs

Day 21 26/8/07

Day 21 without you, woke up and do nothing at home for the whole day. Help my mother do a bit of housework and thinking of you. After that, I just fall asleep and my mother wakes me up for dinner. In my mind, there is always you and only you. Eat dinner without saying a word and went out once I finish. I do not know where to go so I walk to your block there and see whether you home already a not as I didn’t get any massage from you. Sit under the block next to your block for about an hour and saw the light in your room light up. So I just try my luck to massage you see you home already a not because at that moment I really feel like hugging you. But you didn’t want to come out. It fine and sorry to bother you my dear. I really do not know what I’m doing. Sorry! Hope you sleep early and get ready to start a new school life tomorrow. You are the person who will never disappear in my mind and heart.
LOVE U
0250hrs

Day 20 25/8/07

Day 20 without you, woke up at 8am to go market to buy Chrysanthemum flower and blew for you to drink. When I reach home I start to blow so many time until the chrysanthemum flower all used up but it all fail. All taste funny and really very sad that I can’t blow any herbal tea for you. How useless I am. And it already 1pm, so I rush out to look for herbal tea and any other things that can help you to recover from sore throat. Rush to your house and hope you have not gone out. Lucky that you are still at home and you come out to get the things from me. To pass you things is the only way that I can get close to you and hug you tight. Evening time, I went to Bugis to return the uniform alone and when taking train, I went to the last 2nd cabin and was hoping to see you in the train but I didn’t see you. After returned to uniform, I went up to see you again but still didn’t see you there. Maybe you are at the casher there. I left the place and go to Funan Center to look for printer and took cab home after I get one. Today I feel very lonely suddenly. My phone didn’t even ring the whole day, only massage with you. I really miss you and love you baby. You are always in my mind and heart.
LOVE U
0456hrs