Day 4 without you, wake up at 10am. And slowly get myself ready to work. Reach at 12.30pm but I’m working at 1.30pm. Just walk pass your shop from far to see you but you are not there. Went back to my shop and put down my things and when out again to see hamster. They are so cute and you like them a lot. Wanted to buy for her before but her family do not want any pets other than fishes. Before I go to work, I go up again but still can’t see her. Dinner time I bought bread and a cup of coffee then I go up again from far I didn’t see her I was there for 10-20 min but still she didn’t appear. I really wanted to see her because I miss her a lot. I finally saw you today but when I saw you, the both of you are hugging. I really do not know what to do but I wanted to just see you so I just walk towards you. But I left to the bus stop side to look at you. When you are leaving home I really can’t stop myself not to call you and hug you real tight. It really heart breaking when I see you both hugging. Thanks for giving me the chance to find out what really happen between us and you may think I’m “da fang” (大方) but I did this face to face talk to you is because I wanted to let you know that I respect you, I don’t want you to avoid me in future and to know what is the reason behind all this that you already have answered me. Deep in my heart it still hurts till now and I have never feel this type of hurt before in my life. Tears roll down again when I left and took a slow walk home. Missing you and loving you deeply.
LOVE U
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LOVE U
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